Nightfuryangel

Hello, I am leaving DA by a week. Reasons are simple, this website is a memory of a time when I had a big smile on my face, that was actually real, then it had to go and now I have no one left to smile to and make drawing for. I would rather give up drawing entirely, the fecade ends now, the truth is I can never feel happy again after an old friend of mine here left me a few years hack. Call me a child but who is to deny such pain for forever, eventually one will admit, and not fear what others will think. I made some new friends but they don't feel right, I can't really feel anything for them, and I simply talked to them cause I wanted a dis

Hello everyone, I have been busy these past couple of month, and isn't able to submit much art, that and the lack of motivation. I am writing as my way to send out my apologies to those who are watching me. So I'm sorry for the lacking of art being submitted and do forgive me for my low perseverance. Just been busy, and possibly still trying to cope with my lost. So thank you for reading this and Merry Christmas.

July is approaching and......well.......its almost here........I don't know how she's doing ..........I miss her.........every time I look at the calendar it just shows how long and close, the separation and that day I forgotten, it's not my fault memories are not meant to last if one is in a lost state,anyways I heard she.........had moved on.........she moved on,hearing that I snapped I lost my composure I lost my calm, she said we would be friends forever but, I guess it's just a falls hope given to the lonely.........I couldn't stop myself from forcefully smiling it hurts I even make jokes just so the people at my neighborhood doesn't thi